I walk in the dark but is it really dark? or just the absents of light? What is really this darkness? I only get this now, as light is the presence that I want. Darkness isn’t something, is just absence, nothing, lack of what you desire, the beginning of the road, the starting point and that is scary, the dark, the uncertainty, it makes me shiver but also smile, this is the best part of being alive, you begin, when you are done, when you have what you desire, you have the joy of your hard work, but you will never experience that shiver, that ignorant shiver as you step on one road and not the other, into the darkness hoping for a light.